my final concension

i have given up
i dont want to fix things anymore
im quite sick of coming up with theories
im really sick of trying to make myself feel better
im not going to play dirty or serve revenge on a cold platter
because i only have this little ounce of dignity left and am leaving with that
im just going to accept that this is the lousy card that life has dealt
so god, please forgive me if i dont accept this graciously
that im going to scream and pen down blasphemous thoughts
and that im probably never going to see the golden gates of heaven
but thats okay, cos im cutting out the denial here
it's happened, thank you and now ill just move on with dealing with it
it was a well orchestrated wave of absolute emotional heartache
you deserve a gold star
*
on another note of current affairs
the petrol hike has taken everyone by a terrified storm
we're asking the questions and we're needing a better answer
this is one change that they didnt prepare us for that is going to hit everyone squarely in the jaw. and my heart goes out to those who already couldnt make ends meet
there are a number of ways the government can deal with this
because there is a substantial amount of people who are pissed off
but they're not going to do so
sometimes i think that they are missing the bigger picture, consciously or not
you are a government, with the intention to rule the country to its best potential
you have 20 million people under your belt who look to you to do your best, within the best intention of the majority in mind,
but somehow, this fell through the gaps or was kicked off the agenda
probably when the greed for more money and more power kicked in
human nature leaves a bitter taste in my mouth
*
im with hussy
if i make it to december, i want a " i survived 2008" shirt too
i think ive crossed the line
i moved from anger, hate and bitterness to now being jaded
because isnt being jaded one of the feelings of those who conceded?


xL