whenever im down

stolen from behance.net, by tony ariawan

i know i had a good weekend
i just cant remember all the damn details

such is growing old and trying to be the rockstar that you arent genetically modified to be

friday saw dinner at saffron, progressing to denise

saturday saw dinner at werner's which has dope dessert, the mains were so so

and then, thats when the beginning of the end started

i remember snatches of WILD, driving to PJ because in my mind it was the smart thing to do to be designated driver -_-, dec9th wanting to get smashed, hussy in a complete alternate universe, deedee being DJ, 8 jugs of long island / wickawickawild & eryn's place

and i know that it was super fun :)

and i know that there's a kid around that has photos of the night out

i just have to figure out which kid

sunday saw me trying to appreciate dimsum with rose at jaya one then going to bulldog for "the morning after" which had me going "noooo...really? seriously? wow"

and having me in bed at 9pm watching the finale to grey's anatomy

and having me go through the same cycle of emo-ness of

crying like a baby, questioning true love and hating meredith grey

basically, a self indulgent selfish weekend

:D

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and big props to dayve for having the most horrific, glamorous, drama filled accident at la bods which saw him spending the night at UH
oh you stupid fool :)

we'll come see you and bring your pathetic ass out

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i did major thinking this weekend
and i dont need the damn necklace from tiffany's
although i still sit at my desk dreaming about it

i'd rather have rose top up my travel fund

it was a moment of weakness, and boy, have i been having a lot of those

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i had a friend call me on sunday
crying her heart out, wondering when she'll get that break
the break from everything, the break from the heartache, the break from the monotony, the break from wondering "what if/when will?"

i cried with her

xL