drift away

i am not planning my travels anymore
its getting all too damn complex
i dont know how i turned something this simple
into a web of absolute absurdity
wwwwarrgggghhhhhhhh
i think i need to learn how to just go with the flow

it was terri's wedding last weekend and it was beautiful. she didn't stop crying, chach cried cos she was crying and i started crying cos i was pms-ing :) but it was beautiful and i was just happy to be there and experience it with her. awwww...stupid weddings...for about 24 hours after that i actually believe in love, god and marriage. all of which i can hold a debate about its meaning and existence. but nevertheless, after all ive seen her go through, im glad she ended up marrying him.

hassi has officially left to the jungle. we sent her off by stuffing our faces with wendy's. which i found a thrill on its own. im sure she'll be fine. she has a knife 0_0. we now have to pray for the people she is going with

i have one month left to straighten everything out. to get my visas. to figure out to masters or not to masters (yes, over the weekend, it has turned into an internal conflict). rose is insisting that i make a stopover in KL before i proceed on to the 2nd leg of my quest to conquer the world. she thinks that ill need to rest and "get clean". then there is him...isn't there always a him? i dont know where it's all going, but it feels good. like the gut feeling good. and he acknowledged that im not that normal, that im not all that girly and that there is a high chance of me flaking out. he's still on the ride though :) thats why there's still butterflies.

xL