smitten

i dont care, this is my damn blog, so its going to fucking have the sun shine out of its arse
i wouldnt have guessed 10 days ago, that i'll be sitting here all happy
and i mean, disgustingly, annoyingly happy
ive finally got my plans in order!
ive finally resigned!
i have 47 days till i get to jump on a plane and fuck out of here :)
not that i dont love KL, but you guys get it
my biggest stress and hesitation for resigning and leaving was that i didnt have anyone to travel with and that concerned rose a fair bit
so i came up with grand plans of raleigh international in costa rica
i had plans to surf and dive in bali for 2 months, which is still my backup plan
i had plans to backpack the states and sleep on friend's couches
i had plans for studying mandarin in beijing
now i have a grand plan which triumphs all the plans above
and i have people to do it with :)

the best part of it all was that they came down to KL last weekend
we hung out, we ate half of KL, we drank half of KL dry, we got stuck in jams and they met rose of who thought they were pretty decent :D
so i have a plan for september which should take me to mid october
of which i plan to get back to KL and sort out london 2009
then im off to a country that has been on my mind for awhile to celebrate new years with a bunch of people that i met 10 days ago
i understand that for normal people there are hesitations
but ive been wanting to do this and its like god threw it in my face and said "here you go, a little gift, enjoy"
sure, they could be serial killers
sure, they could get me into a lot of trouble
sure, they probably have no boundaries either
and sure, i could get eaten by a donkey

and then there's him
of who brought the butterflies back

sickening right?

xL