fa kin su pa

i am seriously buzzing from caffeine at the moment
due to my pms cravings, i turned grossly greedy and decided to order a venti iced latte
.....
and i finished it too
and i never drink coffee...ever...its always hot chocolate or tea
now see what happens?
my hands are shaking and my mind is racing...this is cooler than drugs i swear :D
im such a dork
i get high from coffee....hyuk hyuk hyuk

anyways
this weekend we went to nero teca...the place is damn nice to hang and drink wine
even nicer than vintry
it has ambiance
and it makes me feel like im in melbourne
the food is okay, i think the pasta was the best along with the salad
i have to stop eating in these places
its making me broke

after that, just cos it was a saturday night and velvet was out of the question
we all went to watch pirates
yaya
im still in love with johnny depp
i want him to be my pirate
hahahahha

i basically watched 3 movies in 24 hours this weekend
silence of sleep (part of the french film fesitval, however starring mexican hottie gael garcia bernad); pirates of the caribbean 3 (hee hee johnny); la vie en rose/ la mome (part of the french film festival - about edith pilaf - the actress who played her was fantastic)
i watched two foreign films - i is culture :D

i better stop now, im seriously buzzing man
and a huge send out of love and support to rammers who started her first day of interning at junk....our little photog is growing up *sniff*
& short stuff is CIMB-ing, starting next week mondae

everyone is working
how clever are we ? 23 (at least i am) and we're earning our own dosh
we have 2 advertisers, 1 musically inclined ____ (um rammers, fill in the blank), 1 banker, 1 superstar DJ/a person who manages horses/um...my jack of all trades :D,1 educational co-ordinator ;), 1 urban planner, 1 hot shot dancer, 1 graphic designer who owns his own company, and a few accountants thrown into the mix
we are so growing up....sniff
im so proud of us all

i need to go
the words are jumping off the screen at me already

BUT BEFORE THAT - supa can die fucking mass email that has been going around:

English Chinese
That's not right = Sum Ting Wong
Are you harboring a fugitive? = Hu Yu Hai Ding
See me ASAP = Kum Hia Nao
Stupid Man = Dum Fuk
Small Horse = Tai Ni Po Ni
Did you go to the beach? = Wai Yu So Tan
I bumped into a coffee table = Ai Bang Mai Fu Kin Ni
I think you need a face lift = Chin Tu Fat
It's very dark in here = Wai So Dim
I thought you were on a diet = Wai Yu Mun Ching
This is a tow away zone= No Pah King
Our meeting is scheduled for next week = Wai Yu Kum Nao
Staying out of sight = Lei Ying Lo
He's cleaning his automobile = Wa Shing Ka
Your body odor is offensive = Yu Stin Ki Pu
Great = Fa Kin Su Pa

xL

up down..left...huh where?

im so stressed out
like so busily stressed out
like the crap comes and then it comes again
and i doesnt look like its going to stop
warghhhh

there is no consistency in advertising
either you're hell busy, or its hell boring...
thats when i can blog, when im hell bored
when im hell busy - you get stupid random rants like this
hey lo!

im eating a whole lot too to counteract the stress
super rings, coke, loacker wafers, milo, sanwiches, anything from the bakery - i think its come to a point where ive tried everything once -, rice, noodles, aiya, just name anything from any food group and chances are that it has passed through my stomach
im so champion

and this weekend, we have photoshoots with kids
really, of all freaking things...kids
-_-
like i need that added stress of trying to keep a kid smiling....
or fuck smiling
just in one bloody spot

ive finally decided that im off in 2008
to londres :)
im cheating really..
i have no interest whatsoever in going to a foreign place that gets dark at 3p.m
i have no interest in eating curries and/or fish & chips and/or bangers & mash all the time
i have no interest in the bbc
i have no interest in dry english wit and humour
nada. none. zilch
im just using london as a base for me to travel europe
there are so many places .... the netherlands, belgium, switzerland, HELSINKI :D
if rosebud only knew
but she's given the green light for me to leave
i think she was just waiting for me to leave really, she knew i wasn't here for the long run

so thats my week
im swamped with work
and ive made the executive decision to leave next year
its nice to be young and have options :D

xL

30 hours a day

can i please up the requisite 24 hours a day to 30?
its only 6 more hours
then i'll have 28 waking hours - due to my demand for an 8 hour sleep
i'll have 28 waking hours to:

1. work my ass off for this campaign - when you think it's alright to breath, then comes another call after another brief after another change after another "its not going to work, L"
2. eat properly - sausage rolls do not constitute lunch
3. figure out the mess i've made with him
4. to go the gym to calm myself down and to put things into perspective
5. see my friends of whom i really need to see now
6. see my family
7. figure out what i want - between the dog hotel, business plans, research proposals & statement of intents its all getting to be a bit much - and no, delaying it doesnt make it any better

vietnam couldn't come at a better time

and especially to you....
there is no point apologizing any more because apologies at this time seem worthless
words dont even make any sense
words wont constitute the band aid for this wound
i cant even offer my time to you because i dont have any
i cant even offer any explanation because what would really make this better?
i know your pain because i've felt it
im frustratedly upset with myself because ive caused it
you ask me to talk to you, but i cant speak when ive got nothing to say
especially when i dont know where to start
something perfect now has become a huge mess
a mess that i have made
you need to know that i love you and they were all foolish mistakes
but that's not the comfort you're after

xL

no no cant be bothered

go to yue's site for my birthday pics
he's done an amazing job of putting it all up and making us look fab gila
so i aint gonna waste my time by putting it up here

ooooo download bjork's it's oh so quiet
i really didnt think i'd like her music but i love this song

maybe it's cos im getting older
you know, tastes change
maybe one day i'll stop loving haagen dasz
and go vegetarian

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAH

never!

xL

it was my party and it was fab :D

guess where im blogging from?
coffee bean
and i've always said that i will never be that
"person-with-laptop-scamming-free-wifi-from-coffee-outlet"
and i have
maybe this is what happens when you turn older

im blaming all my shortcomings on turning a year older
i cant seem to pinpoint it to anything else

____________________________________

last night was fab
i think it will be placed down to probably one of my best birthdays yet
it was that fab and i was that drunk that i've forgiven
all those that showed up late
you know who you are la -_-
but thank you so much you guys for coming
and thank you, especially you, who flew down and just completed it for me :)

so the damage was :
4 bottles of belvedere
1 bottle of skyy
1 bottle of moet
4 plates of coffee cheesecake & lychee creme brulee - all served in those spoons...loves it
60 shots of different shooters of poison

& off to velvet we went after that to open another bottle of vodka

i think that fucked all 30 people that showed
and i hope that you guys had lots of fun
and thank you for all putting in the effort to look so fabulously glam
i will actually post the pictures up when i can be bothered

and a last and final and the biggest thank you to you, sitting next to me -
my technologically retarded skinny assed love...see, i said love :)
for coming down and really making this awful event of turning a year older
so much more bearable and so much more memorable
thanks enduring my "its my birthday" reasons & just putting up with me
much love b

until then, imma gonna enjoy my time turning a year older at la bods now

xL

its my birthday and ill cry if i want to....

i haven't blogged for a week and this is what has happened

1. i got a new laptop called coko, braving low yatt for that. she's so bootiful and comes with vista *hyuk hyuk geek hyuk hyuk*
2. after the weekend, we worked a day, got two days off, are working another two days and getting another 2 days off. i like things in small doses
3. we braved SGWs - its like a different country altogether
4. low shao and i finally got to eat at the magnificent fish and chips shop - and it was magnificent :D yum
5. we saw spiderman 3.....i hate kirsten dunst even more and they managed to accentuate tobey mcguire's loserness to a new level, which i thought was impossible (come on la, he's so......grossly....pale and his hair, oh the horrors)
6. we is gonna scream for sue tonight
7. shao and i took eating to a new level : lunch, ice cream, tea, dinner....FUIYOH :P heroes
8. ive developed an unnatural craving for baskin robbins & haagen dasz. its worrying. im even willing to give up meat for ice cream.
9. ive only had 2 glasses of wine over the last 13 days. thats right bitches.

i really want to go on about how much i was sorely dissapointed by spiderman 3
but i think i've ranted enough at dinner yesterday
and i wont spoit it for those that actually want to watch it
i really really dislike kirsten dunst as a person, and especially more as a redhead
and tobey mcguire was such a loser that we all cringed

cannot
make
it

maybe its cos the last movie i watched was 300
expectations were high
sigh
i have no faith in hollywood anymore

however, in contradiction to that....
E! has finally its own channel on astro
its like finally, KL is catching up to the world
wawasan 2020 fools

xL