unpacking delilah

seriously need to freaking detox
nothing. nada. not a drop of alcohol
we're a horribly disgusting influence upon each other
besides the fact that its slowly deteriorating our kidneys
we're going to be flat broke rather soon
but its fun at the same time....
oh fuck it

thursday: company drink up @ hush; friday: 2 bottles of moscato @ vintry w/pher; saturday: long island jugs @ velvet; sunday: 1 bottle of white @ j&r...
detox session has to start now

its monday morning and its raining
that has to be like god pointing his finger at me and laughing
like its my punishment
as it its not bad enough to get up on a sunny morning
but the offset is that we're watching simpsons:the movie tonight
yaya :D

i had a pot luck at my place on saturday
and we all turned out with the goods
potato salad/fried rice/kfc/maccas/jelly/banana cake
of which smalleyes started an obsessive relationship with
&
1 litre of vodka and pher's maccallans
it was fun cos its been awhile since we all got together
especially with the dancer and actor boyfriend ;)
our own little celebrity couple

which was then progressed onto us splitting up
half to velvet and half to sky/atrium
some say that it was due to miscommunication
id like to blame it on alcohol abuse, okay fine, my own alcohol abuse :)

which then progressed on a rather slow sunday
watching dayve get his 3rd tattoo
and watching myself book for an appointment 0_0
and watching shorty and pher consume another bottle of wine
and watching all of us scoff chili's after that
i watched...mainly cos it was all a little fuzzy and a little exhausting

im finally really enjoying the miracles of wireless
as i have moved coko into my room
blasting amy winehouse and feist via my itunes
im trying to convert my room into a sanctuary of chill
so im off to ikea to buy enough pillows to convert my bed into a day bed
ahhhhhhh

and and and :)
the biggest news is that i went for my interview for masters
and they seemed impressed enough to take me in for 2008
but that would screw up my plans for travelling summer 2008
so now i have to think about things
oh and fill up my application too, and write my statement
but its nice to have that option of 2008/2009
so im pretty happy about that considering i was hungover
so L, how do you strategise your ads at the moment
why should you change the way the ads are executed?
why
why
why
and thank the lords, i managed to come up with somewhat decent answers
the dude seemed pretty impressed
maybe he was hungover too

maybe one day, my dreams will match up with my pay
shaboom shaboom

xL

just because

its times like these
where work isnt too bad
:)

right now?
we're drinking wine and having cakes from just heavenly
&
on thursday is the official company drink up
where we get half of friday off

life really isnt that bad

xL

blah

its monday and the rain hasn't stopped since yesterday morning
and all i wanted to do today was stay in bed
but no
im here at work
it is 4.39pm
i get to leave soon

the weekend was nicely chilled out
on friday, the chocolate buffet was nice and not overly done
i was a little suspicious of the chocolate and scallops
but the chocolate sauced beef was pretty yum
and of course the hot chocolate that was done properly
- you know, melt the bits of chocolate andden pour in the milk kind-
:D
that was satisfying

and on saturday we hit up an balinese restaurant called bora asmara
that was so gorgeous
like, if i wanted a low key wedding, i would have it there
it's so pretttttyyy
the only thing is that the food well sucked
and there was no alcohol to numb my pain of starvation
but there was no black tie after that :)
and it was so nicely chilled out
it was like "ahhhhh"
and there was wine....
of which we decided if chianti is on the list, we order that, no argument

other than that, the weekend was nice and relaxing
of which i spent sunday with su who's back from london
who is making shitloads of money
and the low family at night who adopted me for dinner
because rose abandoned me
i want to go to london and make money and be supremely happy with materialistic goods
but i could never ever work in investment banking
ew

the month is nearly over
i is going to get paid
and going to make myself happy by spending it on something stupid
andden be broke again for the remainding 3 weeks of the month
smart...really smart

xL

a bit of this and a bit of that

another 2.5 more hours until the highly anticipated much needed weeekend :D
noice
and i have big big plans
of sleeping and overindulging
im kinda wondering why im so freaking tired
and ive put it down to
watching transformers and harry potter on monday and tuesday night
as everything else was so not out of the ordinary
i was contemplating the gym this evening
and then i was like, its okay not to be too ambitious

transformers was freaking excellently fantastic
i think my mouth was like gaping open the whole time
i was such a geek for like 2.5 hours
and harry potter was alright too
but im biased and will forever be entertained by the pothead
he's getting a little emo
but a bitchslap here and there will put him back into place

my sister - see, ive matured and decided to personalise her
has left the country back to her motherland of weed and laziness
but not after rose creating mass havoc in klia for overbooking and
pushing her onto a later flight
MAS is a piece of shit
malaysia seriously cannot boleh with idiots like that
damned complacent fools
visit malaysia 2007 isnt working out very well now is it

im going to entertain my stomach later and OD on chocolate at the hilton :)
oh yums
a whole buffet....of chocolate
im going to get diabetes but thats okay
no pain no gain

and tomorrow night, we're going to no black tie
just because we dont feel velvet anymore
and thats why i love kl
cos if you are ever sick of one genre of entertainment, there is another to hop along to
either that or something new opens every 3 months
so you're guaranteed to never be terribly bored

however, im kinda tempted to just go into lockdown this weekend and read :D
ooooo big big big geek
i just found the most entertaining writer
and true to my word, it aint chick lit
his name is jasper fforde - double 'f's
and i just read the fourth bear
and its about nursery rhyme crimes
so evidently this one had to do with goldilocks and the 3 bears
its absolutely hilarious and i swear he is on drugs
i love it when creative ppl are on drugs
they come up with amazing shit

and another is haruki murakami
and he's just a beautiful writer
he just sees all these normal feelings that people feel in such a different light
its a little depressing and sometimes you do wish that they would just commit suicide
but he's amazing nonetheless
and the best thing is, its all translated as he writes in japanese
so it would be amazing to know japanese and read it the way he originally wrote it

wargh okay im blabbling on
i have no work at work and im writing shit
pherminator says i need to get a job
he's just jealous of my 3 hour lunches and dvd sessions
pfft

percy's at the doctors now
i told rose not to talk about getting a new car whilst riding inside percy
and what did she do?
she didn't keep her mouth shut
and now percy's gears dont shift properly
and if i didnt get her serviced
she would probably break down in front of some kampung
and i would've been robbed
just a car my ass la

xL

jebus

two things got my blood running this week:

1. the david/victoria beckham photos for w magazine
oh my god, they are so hot can die man
besides the fact that his ass looks damn hot in tighty whiteys
... they both just look damn good
no wonder she didnt dump his ass
i wouldnt want to dump that piece of arm candy either
and even though they aren't textbook good looking
they are somehow really quite attractive

2. bruce willis in diehard4
he just looks damn good for his age man
i mean, seriously....richard gere cannot compete
and i know im going to get hammered for this
but neither can sean connery -_-
you should see the photos of him in vanity fair
of him in a sarong and a fedora
jebus
and another one of him just fishing
whilst demi is on ashton's lap next to him
and he doesnt seem like he could give a fuck
class i tell you
i would put up the photos, but i only have the magazine
and if i scanned them in, i'll probably be sued for unrightful distribution

ive been supremely bored at work
there is nothing going on
to the extent where i dread getting up
cos i know im going to work, to be faced with...nothing
bah
pher is back from shanghai
and didnt bring back a bride
ah well, our expectations for that happening werent that high

smalleyes completed the hanoi video
which she is trying unsuccessfully to load onto her website
its basically 20 minutes of rammers, smalleyes and i doing downright stupid things
and saying even stupider things
i hope this video wont come back to haunt us
especially the karaoke to vietnamese folk song bit
-_-
dammit

and to top off a damn unproductive week
ive turned into a facebook whore
sue me - im merely playing in to the hands of the internet gods
im not worthy im not worthy im not worthy

xL

blase and burnt

got back from redang yesterday
and it was bliss
i hung out with nemo whilst scuba diving
and jumped off the boat whilst snorkelling
the food stank but the blue waters made up for it
not as 'shiok' as hanoi but it did the job :D

decided with rosebud on the trip
that maybe i wont do my masters next year
altho she eagerly wants me to be gone when small eyes goes
something about good influence and grounding
-_-
sure or not?
she just doesnt know about the miss china incidents

so ive decided to backpack this time next year in europe
summer 08
and ive already planned to be in germany in july for the love parade
and valencia at the end of august for the tomato fest
and of course netherlands in between for lea :)
and switzerland to see the kindest soul born on the same day as me
and morocco to see what kind of happiness they have to offer
and croatia to lie on their part of the adriatic coast
and monaco just to see all her unadulterated wealth on display
and belgium for her chocolates
and helsinki just to say that ive been there
and there will be a few more stops in between portugal, ireland, greece!
and of course, to salute the spanish sun in barcelona with 1 euro bottles of cava

im crossing my fingers that this will pull through
as much of my impending happiness lies upon this
cos god damn, this is the only thing pulling me through at the moment
the dog hotel will just have to wait as rose wants me to do this
before i have to settle in kl and commit....jesus christ

its july now, i have 10 months to save and 10 months to plan
jesus
im seriously ambitious

xL

a pinch and a punch

my life has been mundane since hanoi
nothing fab has happened
the only exciting thing was that i went to the doctor
after 4 days of diarrhoea and 2 days of a splitting migraine
he told me that i could possibly have a mild case of cholera
whatever 3rd world disease that is la
im better now so you can stop worrying :D

work has been crazy slow
which is good cos all we have been doing is watching dvds
and going on super long lunches that last 3.5 hours
we're going to try to break that record tomorrow and make it 4

i finally got my own parking spot
im super lucky cos i was there when my production manager decided he didnt want it
and i was jumping up and down like a buffoon crying that i wanted it
so now i have it, RM550 later
noice

im off to redang this weekend at rosebud's weak attempt of family bonding
yaya sun&sea :)
i appreciate it, i just dont appreciate the thing i have to go with
some may call her my sister
but as far as im concerned, she's the thing
until further notice of when i decide to personalise it

cigarette prices are up by 60sens
it may be fine time i quit
but then i think...
damn it L, you paid almost $10 in melbourne
what is 8 ringgit?
its times like this, i should stop talking to myself

i was on MC at home yesterday and i have to say...
it was the most deathly boring day of my life
there is only so much tv you can watch
and the computer screen gives me migraines
so i sat there.....
for a good 6 hours
watching mindless astro
from e to axn to hbo to mtv to star
warrrggghhhhh

the only good thing i learned was after watching david blaine's drowned alive
was to never attempt to submerge yourself in water for 7 days
as the skin on your hands and feet get super ugly man
ew
i guess i'll be scrapping that off my things to do before 30 list

so thats it
my life is officially mundane and boring and routined
maybe this is what life is supposed to be like if you're not working on a campaign
i have to say, after 3 months working my ass off every single day
when it stops
i feel unproductive and purposeless

wargh

i may be a workaholic
0_0

xL