the conclusion of santana's maria

im thinking of taking this blog down
i realised that i dont need people to know what im doing all the time
neither do i need to report it all the time
if i needed a cathartic release
i could always just dear diary the motherfucker

so if there are no posts for awhile
you can always just msn or call or sms me
technology is quite amazing nowadays

but before that
a huge thank you
for all the safety nets that all of you have put up around me
i tried them this week and they all worked :)
thanks for listening, thanks for the hugs and thanks for the tissues :)
kleenex must make a killer from break ups
thank you for saying you would be there for me
and thank you for actually being there
thank you for knowing me so well to stop asking when i didnt feel like answering
thank you for sitting by me and holding my hand
i never ever knew that i had this much support
and ironically, i have never felt this loved
thanks to those over the seas, especially you shanti
those little words across the screen never meant so much
and thanks to those nearest to me now
very cliched, but your mere presence comforts me a great deal
especially when we gather with wine and food

so now its time to de-clutter

x L