see how they fly

stolen from postsecret.com

i know that ive been such a bitch about aging
that ive concluded that i need botox
and that im going to use all my savings on a boob lift
probably i will
but at the same time, ive seen some beautiful faces
with just wrinkles around the eyes from smiling
and ive thought that it must be so liberating being proud of that rather than trying to conceal it
it has showed that you have lived
probably through heartache, but many laughs and smiles too,
and you've embraced everything life has offered you
*
had dinner with hussy last night
and we both thought that it was odd, but fortunately weird
that we all know that we're going to end up in a retirement village together
everyone who was there when this conversation happened, no one questioned it
it was almost as if going
"yeah, we're going to be together when we're 70, probably as sinful and debaucherous, as loud and as crazy, still not giving a shit about what everyone else thinks. that we would be happy together"
we assumed would have gone through our 3rd divorce? or be a bitter widow? a single woman?
i dont have another group of people that i have this faith with
and it comforts me so much that at 70, i'll be looking at either one of you, reminiscing about "way back when"
but please, make sure that i die once i lose my memories and my mind and have my ashes scattered on a beach somewhere
*
god, a little emo for a thursday afternoon

xL