visually addictive, aesthetically pleasing

i decided last weekend that maybe i shouldn't push myself into having a social life if my body can't take it. going out after work and arriving home only at 4.30 the next morning is just plain stupid and i think my body was trying to tell my so.
for the whole of saturday, i had ONE EYE TEARING. i thought i had some kinda tumour growing behind my eye causing this non stop cry fest.
i was crying during yoga, i was crying whilst tanning, i was crying while eating...
the only silver lining is that it stopped after my binge fest on beer on saturday night.

rather ironic if you ask me

other than the fact that i physically cant have a social life and the fact that i can only end this dry spell at the end of october (im bringing this up because im getting my period soon and i get bouts of horniness before it)-----im doing fine.

im resorting to retail therapy, booze, the sun and good company (spank oo to those who i annoy till no end. i *heart* you long time :) ) to keep me a little sane. but then again, who said sane is good? maybe im just going to let loose and go mad soon ;) arguments can be made that i have already reached this level and the consequences were rather...negative

b, you need to get here quick fast dude.

xL

ps: there are talks abt cambodia for new years between small eyes and i if anyone is mildly interested...we are going to rough it, so those who need 3-5 star accomodation, constant air conditioning, and rely on vehicle transportation.....please dont even consider yourself eligible :)
i can't wait...watching the first sunrise of the new year in cambodia preferbly angkor wat will just be nothing short of amazing