the perfection of being messy

i need to detox now more than ever
it was a weekend of absolute indulgence
i definitely hit all 7 sins

gluttony: to the extremes that you wouldn't believe
friday night- a bottle of belvedere vodka, the kind where u dont taste the alcohol...the kind where the next thing you know, you're flat on the floor hee hee..thanks for the care small eyes :) i owe you one
saturday- stayed off the alco but indulged in so much food
sunday- bubbly buffet @ westin. omfg. its a buffet where you don't even have to get of your ass for the food. it comes to you. i can't express how fantastic that felt

greed: a sin of excess. most def.
sloth: lying in a pimped out bed with veuve rose.
wrath: i didn't believe i encountered hatred or anger. i was too drunk to do anything but love
envy: uh no.
pride: der. its me
lust: hell yes

i need to detox
im not going to drink or eat anything disgusting for the next few weeks
but then again....

i miss him
as much as i think i can be independent, the moment he comes back into my life..i go all gooey and soft
it's like he comes into my life with all these missing pieces that i had no idea i didnt have in the first place, pieces me up together again and just makes everything perfect
sigh
im such a chick sometimes, my insecurities always playing up
goddamned hormones i wanna take it like a man

its back to monday again
i just want to go back to last friday

xL