there is no such thing as silver lining

need to vent
my life is over starting last week
im going to have no life till the end of september
and this is the time I chose to be all healthy
to not drink during the week
to detox and be less...umm..toxic
0_0
i know right... shock horror disbelief
who says i dont know perfect timing?

and the best thing is
singapore is confirmed
pher got the act together for us
and tickets are arranged
and jovy is there for accomodation
and i dont even know if i can go

and on top of that
smalleyes is leaving me in aroundabouts 3 weeks
dont go! wait till january 08 and we go together gether
be a friend :)

as so eloquently put, it sucks to be me

xL