when the shit hits the fan, at least you can say "motherfuckers, is that all you have?"

i want to curl up in my bed and listen to emo songs all day long.
and i want proper emo songs
i want to revisit the late 90s and have verve pipe drone on with freshmen mixed in with a little placebo and a good dose of alanis. although i do appreciate james blunt and damien rice as their predecessors. they do a great job of making me feel like absolute crap too.
omg. talk about inviting in the drama la.

its just that sometimes, everything just gets too overwhelming and all you want to do is go back to the basics.
those raw feelings.
everything else needs to just wash away for a little while whilst you indulge yourself. to sulk to cry to scream to shout. and at the end of it all just think, 'fuck that feels good'.
i guess sometimes there's just too much on your plate cos you keep on adding stuff on and it piles up higher and higher. and that one day, you just fucking need to throw it against the wall and watch it all fall to the ground
and then stomp on it all with wellington boots :)

i know, i seem pretty much wired at the moment
and yeah, i think i am and the haze situation is not helping either
i cant wait for the 5 day holiday
im going to go away to switch off and shut down

and quite frankly anyone who is happy... please just leave me alone now before i rip the rainbows and fairies that are flying out or your ass. omg, i'll have the time of my life with lala..mwhhahahhaah

xL