take me to the place where you go

you have no idea how estatic i am that im going to sabah tomorrow
im banking on the "not-being-in-kl" part for NYE to start a new year
i think if you put me in penang on the beach i'll be pretty happy too
thats how much i need to get out of kl
the best part is, the minute i get on the plane, i close the chapter for 07
whatever has happened, has happened
ill try my hardest not to look back at 07 with misery or anger
ill try my hardest to realise that shit happens and we learn from it
AND MOVE ON

i cannot cry about what has happened anymore because frankly im exhausted
i cannot live in a drunken or drugged haze anymore because i cant make rational decisions
i cannot want to go to sleep and when i close my eyes, im haunted
i cannot irritate and frustrate the lives out of my friends anymore
basically, i just want to get over this
so i will and i promise you that the next post for the new year will be a little more positive

i think that in itself is a new years resolution enough, no?
and here are the little ones that really don't need until a new years for someone to make
1. to figure out a somewhat realistic 5 year plan of which by the time its over, im not still financially reliant on rose
2. to go to the gym a little more often
3. to reduce the smoking and the drinking - see, im being realistic as fo sho im not going to quit
4. to find a plan for 2008 and stick to it no matter what. im not even going to say what im going to do until ive finalised it
5. to find something better to do with my time than be fake to people i dont think very highly of
6. to do the audition with khadeeds gbb fool
7. stop searching for a little while and be satisfied at where im at
8. to not have any relationship with anyone :)

happy new years people
i know we're all over the place at the moment, but it was good catching up the other day.
may the new years bring you lots of happiness and love and smiles
now i dont have to send out mass sms-es right?

xL